The world was trist and without any color. Everythin around Alice seemed to be black and white. The shades of grey were blurry and made the rough world even more unrequited. There seemed to be no color only, black white and grey. Lots of it.
She did not know how long she had been sitting here and staring always searching for any simple spot of color but she knew it had been too long. Much too long.
Normal. What’s normal? If normal loos like this she did not want to be. She wanted back. Back into her wonderland with all its colors, the talking flowers, the teapartys and the cricket games with the queen, the white rabbit and the Mad Hatter.
All the beautiful colors...
It’s been long time gone since she had been there and she wanted back. But she did not remember the way, they made her forgett it.
Alice looked down to the object in her hand and smiled a light and grey smile. She’d forgotten the way but maybe she did not need to remember to get back.
Maybe this was the key to get back anyway, the key which would bring her home.
Her eyes sparkled as she smoothed the “key” quickly and with an apprently never ending tendereness over the white skin of her wrist.
The blade of the key was cold and hard and her soft skin gave in and her flesh split.
The knife was the key. She could already see how it worked and her heart jumped with joy.
The boring grey around her had been broken by a sweet crimson red and colored the world.
It ran down her arm and dropped down to the flor with endless red tears. Her magical key felt down in a growing pool of warm blood.
Alice still smiled as she lay back slowly ‘cause she could not sit streight any more. She was tired and powerless but she did not mind.
She knew it only meant she was back on the way to wonderland.
Back where she’d be happy and where the world had colors. Far away from all the grey...
She still smiled when she lay in the ground and the world was threatened to drown in read. She still smiled when the scream of her mother came silently to her ear.
Alice smiled and dreamed of her return to wonderland...